Hello everyone,
Here I am again, today I decided to wear all black and gray and my glasses were the focal point of the outfit. I did not get any compliments but I felt good about myself. At the end of the day, that is what matters most.
This year I thought I could go on a diet or try to loose weight but I am not feeling it. I have so many other things I have been worrying about that I don’t feel like I have the time to devote to a real diet. I also think I need to accept my body and be happy with it. It is a hard thing to do but it is the healthier thing to do. Of course I would like to be smaller and possibly healthier but I also want to be happy.
Curves are ok and I should accept them. I will keep working on finding the perfect outfits to make me look and feel good rather than fat and that should help matters. I think society and our culture likes to shame those of us who are bigger and it is hard to not pay attention to that. I have had weight issues and complexes my whole life and I used to be much smaller. So, really I could never make everyone happy so why bother. I should worry about making myself happy and that is it.
Thanks,
Juliana